Got the person I like on my side
Don't have a bad thought in my mind
And of course, I don't wanna die
Cause I enjoy living life
I got friends and stories to tell
I'm so glad my life's not hell
I have no obligations and no schedules
I have no money but I'm not hungry
Everything just seems to work out
Somehow, somehow
And no one annoys me
Including me
I can look into the mirror and say
It's all gonna be okay
Oh shit wait
It's already great
And then I wake up!
I can't believe that was just a dream
Now I face the reality
I can't believe that didn't exist
That makes me all kinds of pissed
And now I gotta go to school
And I don't feel very cool
And oh shit my eyes still hurt
I guess I'm still tired
Another f*cking day of this
I'm so f*cking sick of this
Just want some goddamn change
And I'll take anything
Just get me away from the mundane
Just get me away just get me away
And I wish I was in a coma
Cause then I could dream forever
But I should really stop being unrealistic
And try my best to change the future
For the better
It'll be better
I really hope it gets better
But it's already better
Than before
Cause I got my best friend living with me
And I hope he likes my family
And I think my songs are becoming less sad
Because I think I'm a little less sad
I hope you guys don't mind
Some happiness now and then
I'll try to keep it on the down low
Cause these songs are still about
The worst parts of my brain
The things I need to let out
And I know they're often horrible
But I'm not just sad
That's just all I have to sing about
And I'm so god damn sorry