Sad Sack of Shit - I Don't Wanna Waste My Life Lyrics

So you wake up and go to work or school
You drink coffee that tastes like piss
And you think you're looking kinda cool
But you don't really give a shit
You make money that your only gonna use
On shit you don't need or that you abuse
You feel lonely and sad every f*cking day
And most of the time you don't feel okay

How do you live your life
When you want to die
How do you talk to people
When your first instinct is to cry
How do you write a song
When you're stuck worrying
How do you smoke a bong
When you know you won't win

My mind keeps going to this special place
A place that I do hate
An old man lying in a hospital bed
Near friends and family
His thoughts are filled with deep regret
And that old man is me
And I don't know how to change the fact
This'll happen inevitably

I don't wanna waste my life on things like working
Cause at the end of the day you still end up hurting
And this shit scares the hell out of me
And I thought about it every night
Since the day I turned 9

I don't wanna waste my life
I don't wanna waste my life
I don't wanna waste my life
I don't wanna live my life
In a world that I hate
And I've accepted there's no changing it
So I guess I'll have to change my mind
But that's not happening

So I guess I'll just be miserable
And I guess the whole world will know
Or at least the 50ish people that listen to my songs
My music won't go anywhere
And people tell me to cut my hair

And I don't wanna be in debt for the rest of my life
So f*ck college, debt collectors, and payment plans
But I know I'll be in debt for the rest of my life
Cause I'm a goddamn American
And I know I won't be in control of the rest of my life
Cause I'll be working
And I know I'll hate the rest of my life
Cause I hate everything

But f*ck it, whatever, I don't really care
And I guess I'm happy sometimes,
So I guess I won't die
But that doesn't mean I like my life
Whatever man, goodnight