Improvement: The Song Video (MV)

I used to want to die so bad
I wanted a bullet in my head
I was sad
I was so f*cking sad

I used to be so f*cking mad
I wished that I was dead
I was angry
I was so f*cking angry

I used to have an abusive friend
He didn't care about me then
He was dumb
And I really regret it

I used to sing all by myself
Share my songs with no one else
They were bad
But I'm still glad I sang them

I used to be so miserable
I dug myself a giant hole
But now
Now I'm getting better

But I know I will
Get through this
I'm improving every day
I'll be okay

I don't really wanna die
It's been way harder to cry
I'm not as sad
I'm not as mad

I made some new friends
Don't need the old one
They actually
Care about me

So f*ck you theory
You using piece of shit
And f*ck your
Animal abusing parent

I'm done being your bitch
You can neglect someone else
I'm out of my hole
I've found a home

I smile more and more
I smite the floor
And I reach
For the ceiling

I'll live my f*cking dreams
I'll be part of the scene
I'll play
More than 2 shows

And I will be who I wanna be
I'll look in the mirror and I will see
A person that I love, a person I respect
A person that I can live with