Sadboy Rain - TOXIC Lyrics

Smoke in my chest
I wish I was dead
When will it all end?
I don't have any friends
The morning I dread
I'm mourning they left
I'm sick of the meds
I'm tired, depressed

My brain is so toxic
No hope cause I lost it
My brain is a mosh pit
I ran out of options
Consumed by my darkness
Don't know where my heart is
My eyes turn to scarlet
My life is the hardest

Soon to my fate I succum
I'm hanging, my body is numb
No hope yeah, I'm grabbing the gun
I've never experienced love
My body is covered in blood
I don't know what I have become
This isn't me, what is it I've done?

Where is the light
My demons are right
There's no hope in my sight
I've tried and I've tried
There's no point to this life
I can't wait till I die
I'm never alright
I can't hide what's inside

I live in despair
My soul splits and it tears
I have no one to care
I'm living in nightmares

I'm stuck in this world
I don't have a home
Memories tear at my flesh and crumble my bones