It's the only thing you feel
When I drown myself
When I drown myself
And I will drown in these feelings I swear
And I will drown in these feelings I swear
And I will drown in these feelings
Was born to rot inside this cell
I swallowed keys and burned these bridges leading to myself
But even still it rip and lick the scent inside my trail
And corner me with horns and teeth that dig inside my flesh
But blood from crosses linked around my neck will be my shield
I'm feeling loss and hopeless spilling guts inside this well
And wish for something bigger than these lyrics that I spill
I wish for someone deeper than the spirits filled with sin
Who keeps me breathing life and brings a joy I never feel
I wish for love and not just letters spelling what you hear
But love without a voice and still the only thing you feel
My heart forever broken tears do cut the same as steel
I drown from sorrow leaking through the cracks I can't conceal
I can't conceal
I can't conceal
Only lust for pain and blades the only thing I feel
And I don't want to drown on these feelings I swear
And I don't want to drown on these feelings
And I don't want to drown on these feelings I swear