Sadlilblackboy - I'm Not Okay Lyrics

I'm not fine now
No I'm not fine

I'm not fine now
No I'm not fine
I'm not fine now
No I'm not fine
The tears I weep now
They cut my eyes
It's bittersweet how
These wounds won't dry
I'm not fine now
No I'm not fine
I'm not fine now
No I'm not fine

Stab me now I'm bleeding
Feel the struggle when I breathe in
You can greet the reaper with me
If you really wanna die
See my friends are leaving
Smoking blue so I stay even
See no people on the weekend
I'm like why I even try
Feel like I'm a eye sore every time
Love I never find no nevermind
Saying that you fine yo favorite line
When you feel like shit enough
Fall apart it's seeming
I cant wrestle with these demons
Breaking my skull upon the cement
Putting the roof within my stride
Lie me while I'm leaning
F*ck this ruckus got me screaming
This a nightmare that I'm dreaming
Man it tear me up inside
All this shit you wanted
Now your feelings sound dishonest
Please go make a gin and tonic and be happy you alive
Just so tired of running days I never the sun and
See the future that is coming
But I'm running outta time
I'm running outta time

I'm not fine now
No I'm not fine
I'm not fine now
No I'm not

I'm not fine now
No I'm not fine
I'm not fine now
No I'm not fine