Safari Bari - Hidden Tears Lyrics

You Ever wanna cry sometimes
Maybe wanna die sometimes
I said do you
You every wanna cry sometimes

I used to pray to God but shit kept getting worse
Went to the church, was in the scripture, reading verse to verse
Trying to find out any way that I could ease the hurt
I Paid my tithes and waited patient to be imburse
Never wanted fame or fortune, just to ease the pain
But it didn't matter what I did, my heart would feel the same
So many nights I cried alone and I was never heard
Light up a joint and sip on Henny just to calm my nerves

See I done carried all this weight on me for years
Judged by all my flaws, while Being blinded by my fears
Hearing all the hate from people running through my ears
Smile like it's ok, cause they can't see the hidden tears

Have you ever been a prisoner in yo own mind
Contemplating suicide, from time to time
Even tho your down, you know you gotta make it work
Cause it'll break you even more to see your mother hurt.
Tired of working hard at shitty jobs from 9-5
But I got 2 beautiful, I gotta provide.
You smile and tell them both you love them then you head to work
Never want to show them signs that they daddy hurt

I done carried all this weight on me for years
Judged by all my flaws, while being blinded by my fears
Hearing all the hate from people running through my ears
Smile like it's ok, cause they can't see the hidden tears
Been down so many times but I can't let them see me broke
Surviving everyday, just off a mustard seed of hope
Don't wanna be a burden, so won't let nobody near
Tears roll down my face but only spotted in the mirror
Hidden tears
Hidden tears

Have you ever had your innocence just stripped away
You just wanna be a child
But there's no room to play
People dying, bodies drop around you every day
Having nightmares of them bullets when they ricochet
I had to grow up kinda fast, cause mama had to work
Went to school sometimes with tiny holes in my shirt
My grandma used to always tell me it would be ok
I lost my soul the day I had to see her go away

I done carried all this weight on me for years
Judged by all my flaws, while being blinded by my fears
Hearing all the hate from people running through my ears
Smile like it's ok, cause they can't see the hidden tears
Been down so many times but I can't let them see me broke
Surviving every day, just off a mustard seed of hope
Don't wanna be a burden, so won't let nobody near
Tears roll down my face but only spotted in the mirror
Hidden tears
Hidden tears

You ever wanna cry sometimes (I used to pray to God but shit kept getting worse)
Maybe wanna die sometimes
I said do you
Hidden tears
You ever wanna cry sometimes (I used to pray to God but shit kept getting worse)
Maybe wanna die sometimes
I said do you, you ever wanna cry some times
Hidden tears