The Safe Room - Lately Lyrics

I've been wandering a lot lately
Feeling like I'm running out of fuel
I can't think straight anymore
Maybe the therapist wasn't wrong
I'm a fool and I'm a goner
Thinking I could be okay some day
All my thoughts are paranormal
All my thoughts are

An endless string of hope is what I clench my hand onto
I just realized it when I saw my hands all red and blurred
But it doesn't matter how much I will try
The string will cut my hands and my body will dry
And even dried out, I still clench my hand
And hold onto what's left in my brain
Lack of serotonin, dopamine will kill me
Maybe one day, but today I'm still breathing

But now I'm still breathing
Now i'm still breathing
I don't wanna be a letdown
I don't wanna be a fake clown
I don't want to
Be inside my head
Be so helpless everywhere
There's so many things that still remind me that

I'm a fool and I'm a goner
Thinking I could be okay some day
But I won't be okay with that
Never thought I could change my brain
This shit will remain the same
And there's nobody to blame
And when someone tried to change my brain
I said it was made this way
And there's nobody to blame
Even though I wanna go my way
This shit will remain the same
And there's nobody to blame