Hands in pockets awkwardly glancing around for safety
I need somewhere to hide
So many people I want to talk to but the words
Won't come out from inside
Can't stop messing with my hair or stop fixing my shirt
I swear I look insane
Why couldn't I just stay at home with the dog and cat
I'm fine with the mundane
And honestly I'd rather be missing out
Socializing is overrated
And honestly I'd rather be home alone
Awkwardness can't be overstated
Staying here is way too hard but I will carry on
I've made it this far
I know I'm supposed to do these things to become happier
But all it's done is scar
Maybe if I stop thinking this will become easier
Pretend I'm not aware
That I'm such a f*cking social wreck I could get thrown out
And nobody would care
And honestly I'd rather be missing out
Socializing is overrated
And honestly I'd rather be home alone
Awkwardness can't be overstated
And honestly I'd rather be missing out
Isolation is underrated
And honestly I'd rather be home alone
Loneliness can be understated