When you come home
I'll still be there
But I'll be gone
In the worst way
I wrote some letters
And took my last sips
I'll fall asleep
While sad music plays
The only thing
Going through my mind
Is what will I see
When I wake up
Will it be pure white
Or an empty black
Will I be me
God I hope not
The shock hasn't set
I'm still kind of numb
But grateful I guess
Who should I tell
Maybe I shouldn't
I'll keep it inside
No not this time
It's time for a change long overdue