Uh
I been meditating
I been really debating whether it's fine for maybe's
I been really debating on how my life should go
And I been really debating whether my love should show
And I know you think about me, It's unusual not to
I know you still hit me up to shit I don't respond to
I know it's hard but you can do it, yea you did it once tho
And we still had some shit that we can really start to
I know there's power with the power that was given
You know it's hard for me every f*cking minute
You did the worst, it was a curse and now the people witness
You let me down without a sound and now there's people missing
Listen
I know it ain't gon work
No we can't be friends, all of it is just a curse
Man it was the worst, it really was the worst
Not being able to stop you from all the f*cking sinning
Hurting you, while hurting me you never saw the difference
Man it's f*cking sickening
True shit you never saw me give in
Through all the pain, through all the worth
I was the one to live it
Cause you just took and you just took
Till there was no more to give
Okay
But now it's fair now
You got your space, I got my own
And not it's okay now
Don't be waiting on your phone cause they'll be no response
Put my phone on really silent so I don't get calls
Yea