Sajoga - Never Ashamed Lyrics

I was eating all the fruit in Eden
No I never ever thought of leaving
I was floating on the trees and
Now I know how the snake deceived em
I was eating all the fruit in Eden
No I never ever thought of leaving
Tried to cover my shame with leaves and
Now I know no snake deceived em
I was eating all the fruit in Eden
No I never ever thought of leaving
I was floating on the trees and
Now I know how the snake deceived em
I was eating all the fruit in Eden
No I never ever thought of leaving
Tried to cover my shame with leaves and
Now I know no snake deceived em
What if it makes me better
What if I'm never the same
Never the same
Never the same
What if I stay forever
What if I'm never ashamed
Never ashamed
Never ashamed
I start to feel toxic
When I've been locked in
My brain had me boxed in
Now we're boxing
Hurt my hand on a ring
Put my life on her finger
Now I can't figure out
How to win a round
Going down
Down the rabbit hole again
Battle with the pen
Hear the rattle in a friend
And my ego slithers in
Found a home inside my head
A bed full of doubt
Indecision is the friend
That never wants to go out
This relationship is toxic
I'll say it again
With the chest that's been compressed
Like a can of can I come in
We're at capacity
I'm sorry
It's a risk we can't take
There's been word of a fire
And a spotting of snakes
I hope my love isn't fake
Hope my tickets are real
Didn't plan on drinking
Think I might've missed my last meal
Last supper in a Tupperware
I see myself in everyone
So I can't take me anywhere
What if it makes me better
What if I'm never the same
Never the same
Never the same
What if I stay forever
What if I'm never ashamed
Never ashamed
Never ashamed