Too Much Video (MV)

We've gathered here today for a celebration
Im staring at the stage, in awe and amazement
Taking in every syllable, this feelings crazy
The energy thats with'em, got me doubting shaken
I want it more than anything, "im gonna make it"
I tell myself, i eat my words, my dreams are breaking
It's overwhelming, shit, maybe ive been mistaken
I dont think ill ever be the nigga on the stage
Just...
Telling everybody put yo hands
Put yo hands up
Put yo f*cking hands up
To be in the business you gotta get yo bands up
The rate that im going ill never get my fans up
Im f*cked up in more ways than one
And honestly i wanna raise a gun
To my temple but i hate to run... cause
I know ill never be raking none
Why does it feel like ive been wasting my time
Working way past my prime
People i see, lie, tell me that i can rhyme
The stairs are steep but keep climbing
Ou baby make me feel good
Feel good for a minute
Ou baby tell me dont give up
You wont regret it
Ou baby make me feel good
Feel good for a second
Ou baby tell me dont give up
Your never finished
Got a bottle of stumbling juice
Gotta have it to be good for you
The courage i have is limited too
Having a sip but what can i do
Got a bottle of stumbling juice
Gotta have it to be good for you
The courage i have is limited too
Having a sip but what can i do
Gimme nerve on ice
I can work your life
I can turn your mind
To convert your dime
To a quarter no time
So i order my lime
You ever think about life and how it can end any second
With the blink of an eye, disappearance of presence
How they say you can end up in either hell or the heavens
And what determines the your fate. are learning your lessons?
Hello my name is Devin
I regret every letter
That i put in my message
Cause i shouldn't of said it
No, should've just did it
But I'm glad that you read it
And I'm glad its a record
Forget the past, this the present
I was sad when did it
I was just asking for blessings
I was just masking my feelings
Trying to get past it, i fear it
I was lacking the spirit
Now i just ask for forgiveness
For my actions, so dearly beloved
After i freeze in the summit
Ashes, just burn me, no need for caskets
I'm hurting behind my glasses
I'm certain thats why my glass is
Full of the stumbling potion
I need it to get my passion
I'm grieving for what exactly
I really wanna be happy
I'm missing my mom and pappy
When i'm gone i'll be glad to be
Never knowing what's happening
All of my peers are passing me
All of the goals i'm tackling, shit
Is never enough
Tryna be tough
But every second i'm in rut
How do i put
My pain on paper
And paint a way to
Retain a sane frame til later
Its all too much
I fall, a klutz
The Paul by much
I'm calling quits
Its all too much
Its all too much
F*ck it