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I spent a year trying to find myself and all
I found was that I don't like who I've been
And it all seems so simple for everyone else
So why can't I find where I fit in
It makes no sense for me to feel this way
When I'm constantly surrounded by family and friends
But if I'm perfectly honest
There are days and there are nights when I hope and I pray that
I never see there faces again

And I know things are gonna change
But honestly I don't know if things are better off this way

I spent a year finding reasons to live
But I also found things that made me want to die
Like the sea during a storm or cold winter mornings
Or your voice when you said goodbye
There's beauty in pain and tragedy in love
And things that I will never understand
But I guess that's life and sometimes it sucks
But sometimes it can be pretty grand

And I know things are gonna change
But honestly I don't know if things are better off this way

I'm learning to love me, I'm learning to love who I am
I'm learning to love me, I'm learning to love who I am
I'm learning to love me, I'm learning to love who I am
I'm learning to love me, I'm learning to love who I am
I'm learning to love me, I'm learning to love who I am
I'm learning to love me, I'm learning to love who I am
I'm learning to love me, I'm learning to love who I am
I'm learning to love me, I'm learning to love who I am

And I know things are gonna change
But honestly I don't know if things are better off
I know things are gonna change
But honestly I think things might be better this way