Head been feeling heavy, all this weight up on my conscience
She said I don't listen and my attitude's obnoxious
Looking for a f*ck to give; I think I lost it
Lost so many people winning is my only option
She said that I'm poison, guess that makes me toxic
Presence still a gift, she's trying to rip me out my boxers
Rappers are imposters, actors in a costume
Please don't make the wrong move, act up it'll cost you
Sad thing 'bout betrayal is it's never from your enemies
Closest mates keep changing up corrupted by their jealousy
Envy me cos I'm reaching heights that they'll never see
Projecting insecurities on me, them boys need therapy
I can't speak on things I've seen and done, they'd probably tell on me
Stories never adding up, don't believe what they're telling me
Addied up, I'm pazzing out! off this Dexamphetamine
Anxious so I'm trying to take the edge off with Promethazine
Long way to go, it's too early to celebrate
*Ring Ring* Phone been Off Da Meter, call me Kevin Gates
Short fuse, don't push my buttons or I'll detonate
Insomniac, I could never buy the dream they're selling mate
Ain't my first rodeo, I wasn't born yesterday
Wake up 5 or 6am, and get this money 7 ways
Early bird get the earn, f*ck second place coming first
Snakes been lying to my face like it's my second day on earth
...Deflecting blame, talk is cheap, they got hell to pay
Devil's in my brain, I wanna send that boy to heaven's gates
Pretending it don't hurt is a blessing and a curse
But you can't teach something to somebody that they don't wanna learn
I know getting wasted's only wasting time
I'm still getting wasted to forget 'bout all the wasted time
Good things take time, never been the patient type
Want it then i'll take it, it's a waste of time to wait in line!
Head been feeling heavy, all this weight up on my conscience
She said I don't listen and my attitude's obnoxious
Looking for a f*ck to give; I think I lost it
Lost so many people winning is my only option
She said that I'm poison, guess that makes me toxic
Presence still a gift, she's trying to rip me out my boxers
Rappers are imposters, actors in a costume
Please don't make the wrong move, act up it'll cost you
Baby act your age, I'm way too old for head-games
Bad juju, so i'm working voodoo like I'm SK
Linkin Park; "I've become so numb" that I'm a head-case
Never even dropped a tear at my best friends grave
And I swear on it, that's the honest truth
Every time that I'm getting on it, yeah I'm trying to talk to Drew
I hear his voice up in my head, it tells me what I've gotta do
Tell a hater I've been dead for years, so what the f*ck is he gonna do?
Nothing you can do to hurt me
Vex and curse 'em though my verses
I know they can't see my worth
I can't blame 'em, true? they're worthless
So how could they recognise
A quality that they've never had?
Yeah I said that I'm dead inside
But I feel alive when I pen these raps
They hold me to a different standard, scrutinising every line
Excusing everybody's actions, critisizing all of mine
I don't mind, it's nothing new! been that way since I was a kid
Crew jump ship it's mutiny, then find out it's a sinking ship, but
Please don't act surprised when you get capsized
I grew up in a place where you get stabbed over a cap size
Addiction's normalised, grannies puffing crack pipes
Product of my home-town, good heart with a bad mind
Please don't act surprised when you get capsized
I grew up in a place where you get stabbed over a cap size
Addiction's normalised, grannies puffing crack pipes
Product of my home-town, good heart with a bad mind
Head been feeling heavy, all this weight up on my conscience
She said I don't listen and my attitude's obnoxious
Looking for a f*ck to give; I think I lost it
Lost so many people winning is my only option
She said that I'm poison, guess that makes me toxic
Presence still a gift, she's trying to rip me out my boxers
Rappers are imposters, actors in a costume
Please don't make the wrong move, act up it'll cost you