Sam Leyden - I Practice Writing Suicide Notes Lyrics

So just in case
I decide to say goodbye
I'll know what to say
But if I don't get to say it
It's on the page
I've wrote my name, the date
And signed it at the bottom
So it won't be a problem
I won't lie
It felt so real
It felt like all the things that
I was supposed to feel
I don't want to die
But you never know
What might happen
If I get used to life alone
So I practice writing suicide notes
So if I go
Check the bottom drawer
In the pocket of my jeans
It's got everything you need
All my thank yous
And all my sorrys
It's not your faults and
I know you loved mes
Please don't blame yourselves
It's out of your control
I won't lie
It felt so true
It felt like everything that
I was supposed to do
I don't want to die
But you never know
What might happen
If I get used to life alone
So I practice writing suicide notes
Just in case
I die alone