Should've stayed home
Should've left when they told me to
Should've kept my mouth shut
Now they think I'm someone that I'm not
I know I'm not the victim but you ruined my life
Everybody talking like I'm on the outside
Pretended to be drunk just to fit in
There's no need for this
Everything's a blur
Wanted to sleep and never wake up
God it wasn't fair
Lost all my friends
Nobody was there
I know I'm not the victim but you ruined my life
Everybody talking like I'm on the outside
Pretended to be drunk just to fit in
There's no need for this
I know I'm not the victim but you ruined my life
Wish I wasn't stupid
Maybe I could think before I talk
Every night I cried
Scared of what might be at my own school
It was my birthday
Made a mistake, you blew it up
Sat there writing sorries
You just stood there laughing
I know I'm not the victim but you ruined my life
Everybody talking like I'm on the outside
Pretended to be drunk just to fit in
There's no need for this
I know I'm not the victim but you ruined my life
Everybody talking like I'm on the outside
Pretended to be drunk just to fit in
Months later you apologized
Only so you could get the girl you liked
Anxiety attacking
Now I'm dead on the inside