Sam Stucky - Calling Myself Out Lyrics

I take the hand I'm dealt
And if I play my cards right
You will not tell
I'm just a fake
These cards all so blank and on my face is fiction
But everyone reads fantasy

I'm calling myself out
I'm calling myself out
I thought that I could fix it
But I'm not sure I'd even miss this so
I'm calling myself out
I'm falling as I shout
I thought that I could do it
I bet I'm still afraid of losing
I'm losing sleep

I put so much into tricking others
I tricked myself

Oh, why do I play it out
Why do I say it out loud
Why do I let someone play for me
So, why do I play it out
If I can say it out loud
Why do I let someone play for me

I'm calling myself out
I'm falling as I shout
I'm calling myself out