Sam Stucky - Either/Or Lyrics

Guess it's not a raincloud
Getting me so down
Thought I'd blame the weather
To hide from my self-doubt
Where will I hide now?
I can't find the words to
Inspire me anymore
Least while I was burnt out
I had something to sing for
I guess it's either/or
I used to drink the bottle
Of words that my mind poured
It's empty now, I'm sober
And I don't know which feels worse
The toughest sips to swallow
The ones I miss the most
Bet it all and got so far
But only saw the worst
Now every day I spend away
Is a reminder of what it was worth
And I know
It's been a while
At least I've learned
I'll never change
But admitting I was happy is a first
So bring on the rain
Or bluest skies
I can sing a requiem
In thunder or in drought
I used to drink the bottle
Of words that my mind poured
It's empty now, I'm sober
But I'm getting back to work
In absence or in plenty
Either/or I'm good
In absence or in plenty
Either/or I'm good