Samantha Michelle - Without a Reason Why Lyrics

Im doing fine until I go online and see something I know you'd like and realize I can't text you
Im doing fine until I hear your name in public by some family i don't know, I'm caught off guard
Im doing fine until I think about you
I'm doing fine until I think about what happened
Im doing fine until I remember how much i hate you
I hate you
I hate the way you walk hunched forward but with such a cocky stride
I hate the way you're so incapable of swallowing your pride
I hate the way you walked away from everything we had without a reason why
But I still love you
I feel ok when I work on building bridges without thinking of ours burning to the ground
I feel ok when I remember I have family and friends that will stick with me till the end
I feel ok when I ignore the pain
I feel ok when I don't think about you or your sorry face
I feel ok when I remember how much I hate you
I hate you
I hate the way you say my name like I am something that you own
I hate the way you complain constantly that you feel so alone
I hate the way you walked away from everything we had without a reason why
But I still love you
I love the passion that you have for the music that you write
I love the candles that you burn through the dark and hazy nights
I love the messages you sent to show me how much you cared
I hate the way you broke my heart
I hate the way you left me bleeding
I hate the way you say women can't unconditionally love
But I will always love you
And I guess that means your theory isn't true
I hate the way you say my name like I am something that you own (I hate the way)
I hate the way you complain constantly that you feel so alone (you broke my heart)
I hate the way you walked away from everything we had without a reason why
But I still love you