We just have to break up
I pretend that I do but I really don't wanna
I can drown all my sorrows
In a glass of white wine and day old lasagna
I know it'll hurt
I know I'll live through it
But nothing hurts quite like
Being in pain and having to prove it
You don't know
No, cause you don't know
How much I don't
Wanna let you go
You didn't love
No, you didn't love me
Cause if you tried to
It didn't show
I would pull on my sweater
Twist my rings and cry on walks with my mother
My head was drowning in acid
I was dying, you said it was your favorite summer
I guess the problem wasn't really you
And since it wasn't you, it wasn't your problem
So I took myself to therapy
As you swam naked with Kiwi girls in Calgary
I'll probably be fine
I'll probably move past it
But was I really insecure
Or were you just selfish?
You don't know
No, cause you don't know
How much I don't
Wanna let you go
You didn't love
No, you didn't love me
Cause if you tried to
It didn't show
If you loved me
When I tried to go
You would've never let me leave
If you'd have known
You don't know my favorite song
You don't know how deep I feel
You don't know that when she died
A part of me never healed
When I was sobbing on the phone
You didn't know what to say
And so you didn't even try
And that's why I couldn't stay
You don't know
But you think you know
Every outcome by a logical algorithmic reason
You didn't love
Cause you can't love
While only seeing the good of every season
You don't know
No, cause you don't know
How much I don't
Wanna let you go
You didn't love
No, you didn't love me
Cause if you tried to
It didn't show
If you loved me