My heart is dark and desolate
Look at all my pennies spent
Throw em in the well I just wanna feel again
Me myself and I and I wanna kill the middle man
Low key broken
Wake up screaming soaking
Focused on the notion
That my demons can be killed off by a potion
Or a pill
If I can rid of it with no reprocutions I will
Gotta think of my brother when I get trippin and thinkin of grippin the steel
I been acting like the key to happiness is rolled up in a million dollar bill
Looking for a therapist
Coke runny nose so I got the chick a claritan
Telling me my precence in her life is imparative
I had to stop her cuz what she was saying was embarassin
You really think you need a guy like me
Nah sorry your wrong
Your probably gonna end up in a song
Your probably gonna f*cking regret everything we done
I dont know what you want me to say
We both know its better off this way
I dont wanna put in you in that place
I been stuck with my mistakes
Your tell me that your falling for me
I tell you better stop that shit
Save yourself
I'm not worth it
I'm a sinking ship
I dont wanna bring you down with it
Lets just f*ck and then we'll split
Lets just f*ck and then we'll split
You are one i'll never forget
Feeling like i'm living in a dream
Not in a good way
Being this high isn't as dope as it seems
Had a mental breakdown on my 21st birthday
Feeling like a piece of shit
Thinking about the fact I understand why your pissed
Now i'm pulling on the handle of this jameson
Hoping if I drink enough i'll never have to be awake again
Cant remember anything gonna have to tell me what you said again
This morning feels like a f*cking year ago
Yesterday feels like a memory thats not my own
Look around at everybody wondering if i'm alone
Thought my mental health would be get better when I was grown
I was so f*cking wrong
Everytime I write a song
Try to make another bond
With somebody who really be singing along
I fake my emtions
My soul is so broken
Your nails in my back cuz the pain keeps me going
We both know its better off this way
I dont wanna put in you in that place
I been stuck with my mistakes
Your tell me that your falling for me
I tell you better stop that shit
Save yourself
Im not worth it
Im a sinking ship
I dont wanna bring you down with it
Lets just f*ck and then we'll split
Lets just f*ck and then we'll split
You are one i'll never forget