Don't want, to go to work
Today
But I know I've
Too many bills to stay
Rest seems so far away
Well the sun is out
For the day
Will it to go away
Why did I ever grow up
At all
I miss the days where
This all seemed so small
Will I
Make rent this week
Will I be able to eat
I need to change the oil in
My car
But the dealership just feels
So far
I don't wanna regret my life
Or how I spend my time
Don't want to work till I die
I just wanna create and
Write
I know I'm not too good
Though I try
But I just want something
That's really mine
Should I, just give up and
Die
I really want to try
To make it through my
Life
I know things get hard they
Do
But I don't quit so easily
Not like I used to do
And though, my
Nights are full of fear
I wouldn't trade the fact
That I've made it here
24 years and I know
There's gonna be more
It might get even worse
Than before
And I know
There is good to be found
In this world
I'll just keep on pushing forward
And maybe
One day maybe
I'll finally wake up
Wanting to wake up
But I'll still
Never want to work.