Maybe
I should
Hide away
Till I disappear
Maybe
I should have
Never
Been here
In this world
That'd scorn me
And all I want is
Not feel lonely anymore
It's so cold here
Haunted by my
Nightmares
But I'm not afraid
No I'm not scared
(Do you really believe that
The world would be better
If you were not there)
No, not really
I just know that it's not fair
That we are here
Against our will
But I mean, can't you see
It clearly
(Hold on
Do you really believe
You could change anything)
Seriously
Absolutely not
I know I'm just me
(So why do you, idolize
That life)
Just wait
I don't idolize a thing
I just
Want to see more people
Happy
Don't you hate to see them sad
(Well it's not my problem)
So what if it's not
I bet they'd love to see you
Smile too
(Then they'd laugh while I
Cried, wouldn't they)
No
That's just you
Hiding from your truth
You've been hurt so many
Times, that you've forgotten
How much people feel
I am worth more
Than your
Worth it score
I mean
How do you
You are me
Keep track of every mistake
But forget success
How do I
Hate myself more
Than I hate drinking coffee
Or hate being poor
I can do such
I am just enough for me
Why would anyone else
Get to decide that
For myself
I don't really hate who I am
I just hate
The voice
Inside my head
Even that voice
Can learn to be better
I mean it really I want
Everyone to be happy
Even if that includes me
It includes me.