Samuil Keyes - HIS WHISPERS (feat. a.pathrose) Lyrics

Got the "gender" fit on
At the bus stop whilst I'm contemplating
Catching a bus and your stares
Claim you've got no problems like I can't even see
All these signs like a lifeline, but you feign that you're blind
'Cause you're doing the same thing as he
There's places I can't visit, there's things I can't listen
'Cause of what he did to me
Deny my face, but you can't get to my spirit
Reasoning aside, nothing I say'd ever make you hear it
Say I act too fast, but we've had eons of talks bout it
Does anything above a snail's pace make your head start to split?
It's been years since he left, but his whispers still linger
I don't even feel sorry that I couldn't be her
When I stated what I wanted, I fell ill to manipulators
I'd suck it up, but I'd be doing you a favour
It's been years since he left, but his whispers still linger
Still feel no remorse that I couldn't be her
When I stated what I wanted, I fell ill to manipulators
Can't try it now, no longer doing favours
There's a picture perfect avenue with all this shit you talk
You pride yourself on normalcy, so you can watch me and gawk
I'm blunt and clueless, and that's the way that I walk
I make my weirdness a trophy, while it makes you feel shot
I'm immune to your whining, so you'll fall flat on your ass
You're coping and seething, I scan my transit pass
Pop my earbud in as they step on the gas
I reclaim my future, whilst you remain in the past
I'm sorry I couldn't be the her that never existed
If you want her to be real so bad, order her off your wish list
It's been years since he left, but his whispers still linger
I don't even feel sorry that I couldn't be her
When I stated what I wanted, I fell ill to manipulators
I'd suck it up, but I'd be doing you a favour
It's been years since he left, but his whispers still linger
Still feel no remorse that I couldn't be her
When I stated what I wanted, I fell ill to manipulators
Can't try it now, no longer doing favours