Patricia Test Video (MV)

My memories fade, I can't even go that deep
Clouds over my head, feel like I'm counting sheep
And no sleep with out peace, escape me
Yeah all these blessings raining down on me

Raining down on me
Black clouds gather over me
Looking round I see
Wolves they look to move on me
"Keep your head up high" I tell myself but talk is cheap
Easy to stay dry in desert but I'm lost at sea (Yeah yeah)
Let me look on to the next life
Think I might loose in the next fight
Always stay cool I'm all good, right?
They don't need to know if my head right
Ride around town in my head like
When the time come will I choose right?
Perseverance prescribed for those people building-
I don't wanna develop more character (Yeah)
There's enough already present right here (Yeah)
Front and centre Patricia come take the light (Yeah)
MacAvoy with the split i feel alive (Yeah, yeah)
No sleep no peace yeah
Ask me bout it
No rhyme no reason yeah
No not stressing bout it
Been this way for a while yeah
No going round it
Greet sunrise with a smile yeah
Yeah already past it

My memories fade, I can't even go that deep
Clouds over my head, feel like I'm counting sheep
And no sleep with out peace, escape me
Yeah all these blessings raining down on me

Hesitate on a green light
Yeah my paranoia gonna get the best of me
Caught up in a past life
Yeah this girl, she's gonna get the worst of me (Yeah yeah)
Yes I've played this game before but in case I loose, can we play a best of 3?
Head run in circles, think I'm over thinking all the things that I shouldn't be (Yeah yeah)

Can we play this game for keeps? I wanna know
How it feels not to let you go
Can we say we'll keep in touch just let me know
Have you been in this space before?

Try me, I got time to waste, tell me that you might still care
Test me, lie right to my face, tell me this is going somewhere
All this time up on my own you'd have thought it would teach me self care
Always second guessing the way you're thinking about me
Let me know are you still there?