Sansha Blue - Slipshod Lyrics

I would like to clean my slate
Communication is changing my weight
I just can't appreciate the lifestyle
And you're not to blame
But it's all your fault
I could say the wrong thing or I
Could just do nothing at all
Nothing at all

Am I trying
Am I trying
Again

Hey
It's all in your head
Everything that you read
From those conversations
Don't go rushing in
Don't get under your skin
With these expectations

I feel asleep

I feel so besides myself that I lock the door and the windows and shut the blinds
Crawl into the corner with their stacks of messy thoughts and sustenance
There's no one around me anymore
But everyone is around me all the time, all the time

Am I trying
Am I trying
Again

Hey
It's all in your head
Everything that you read
From those conversations
Don't go rushing in
Don't get under your skin
With these expectations

What's this stupid mess I fell in on
This stupid mess is 'cause I'm wrong
What's this stupid mess I fell in on
You should've told me I was wrong
What's this stupid mess I fell in on
This stupid mess is 'cause I'm wrong
What's this stupid mess I fell in on
You should've told me I was wrong

I feel asleep

Something in the program of this being
Has made me feel astray
This slipshod interplay
Something in the program of this being
Has led me far away
This slipshod interplay
Something in the program of this being
Has made me feel astray
This slipshod interplay

When will I wake up
When will I wake up
When will I wake up
When will I wake up
When will I wake up
When will I wake up

Hey
It's all in your head
Everything that you read
From those conversations
Don't go rushing in
Don't get under your skin
With these expectations

What's this stupid mess I fell in on
This stupid mess is 'cause I'm wrong
What's this stupid mess I fell in on
You should've told me I was wrong
What's this stupid mess I fell in on
This stupid mess is 'cause I'm wrong
What's this stupid mess I fell in on
You should've told me I was wrong

I feel asleep