Santira - ghost Lyrics

Left alone until you scream for help
What's the point of wishes if they never wish you well?
Closed doors have sealed forever, they are walls by now
Sometimes I fear my choices made would land me in the crowd
So I speak each time a little louder
In dreams of living lavish
Whatever that is
I pray each night this dream can't be a catfish
Like every night I want to hear the sound of the clinking glasses
Switch on the lights, I need the clarity
Sometimes I live like I'm the clearance me
Like if I'm worth more, how's it fair to me
She wanna stay and talk 'bout fair, knowing I wanna leave
So what's the point of sticking 'round if you ain't all for me
Or is all for me now just a dream
This year I gained the dad I never had
But in exchange my eyes done gained a couple bags, like
Bags on top of baggage like I'm on a world trip
Dabs on top of acid, Imma need the worst trip
To recognize the trauma that I falsely worship
My best worst days is where emotions forfeit
Maybe I'm too young to be thinking 'bout who I should be
Just know that I should be
Missing you
It's you, it's you, it's
You
Missing you
It's you, it's you, it's
You
Missing you
It's you, it's you, it's
You
Missing you
It's you, it's you, it's
You
Right by my side
Bye bye