Sara Sonder - The Worst Part of Me Lyrics

I break my own heart
So no one else will break it
I push you away
Then I feel lonely

I watch the raindrops
Fall to the ground
It's a cold winter
But it's colder in my heart

Those pills
Are still not making me feel better
And I'm still screaming
While I'm writing this letter

'Cause I'm losing all hope
It's been the same way for far too long
There's a darkness inside
That just won't leave
I gotta learn to live with
The worst part of me

I keep it inside
And it feels like an anchor
Tearing me down
I'm stuck underwater

And there's not much air left
And my lungs are sick
I cannot pretend
I need you here

Those pills
Are still not making me feel better
And I'm still screaming
While I'm writing this letter

'Cause I'm losing all hope
It's been the same way for far too long
There's a darkness inside
That just won't leave
I gotta learn to live with
The worst part of me

So don't call me tonight
'Cause I may just be gone