Sarah Abigail - Seesaw Mentality (feat. jws.) Lyrics

Seesaw mentality
Play by the rules of gravity
What comes up must come down
I'll swim fast and then drown

My sorrows with happy pills
Tomorrow the pain will kill
Unable to find balance
Oh well we'll see what happens

I go up then I come down again
I just follow the serotonin (serotonin)
The chemicals in my mind decide where I go
Baby I don't drive
Don't ask me how I'm feeling
It changes through the seasons
You'll get what I give you
Not at all or all of me
Seesaw mentality

Seesaw mentality
Play by the rules of gravity
What comes up must come down
I'll swim fast and then drown

My sorrows with happy pills
Tomorrow the pain will kill
Unable to find balance
Oh well we'll see what happens

Another day in this hell's not getting better overtime
Below they say there's a devil but he's f*cking up my mind
And maybe I'm just an actor just repeating all his lines
One minute dying from laughter then the next I wanna cry

Wish I'd fight my mind back
Is that too much to ask?
Can't see behind the mask
It's never not a tragedy
Seesaw mentality

Seesaw mentality
Play by the rules of gravity
What comes up must come down
I'll swim fast and then drown

My sorrows with happy pills
Tomorrow the pain will kill
Unable to find balance
Oh well we'll see what happens

Maybe there's something wrong with me
I should seek therapy
Tell me that I'm broken and I need to change
Maybe there's something wrong with me
I should seek therapy
Tell me that I'm broken and I need to change

Seesaw mentality
Play by the rules of gravity
What comes up must come down
I'll swim fast and then drown

My sorrows with happy pills
Tomorrow the pain will kill
Unable to find balance
Oh well we'll see what happens