Called Video (MV)

Sometimes I doubt whether I'm in or out
Hot or cold
Meek or bold
Trying to live it out the way the story has always been told
Am I ever going to get to
Or relent to
The fact that you love me but won't leave me as I am
You pursue me no matter what I go through
You keep calling me even when my eyes can't see
Or choose not to
See these words that I believed for so long made me buy into a lie
That this was who I am
Instead of living out the truth of who I really am in you

Called
A child of God
A daughter of the most high
Chosen
Cherished
Forgiven
And redeemed
These words are not labels
They are truths spoken in love
From my heavenly father up above

Called to encounter his love
Yet, it doesn't make any sense
I guess it doesn't have to
Because I'm called to abide in you
To wait, To dwell
Be still in you
In your presence
Hearing you whisper
I love you in my ears
Throughout all these years
I'm thankful for it because without it
I would cease to exist

When you call it's not just saying my name
It's crying out in desperation
Getting my attention to be near you again
See this love isn't a fraud or a fake
This love is realer than real can get
He chases, he leads, he sets the captives free
Saving me
From myself
From a life of destruction
From eternity set apart from him

Because Jesus died on that cross
And defeated the grave
I know who's I am
And the victory he gave
Sin no longer has a hold on me
Words that once weighed me down no longer define me
Because I am forgiven
Now I see
That not just once, not just twice
But over and over again
He loves me
Because he continues to call me