Holding back tears
For what I fear now is over
Have I lost all my composure?
Just to find a little bit of closure
I don't know her
Was I stupid
For convincing myself
You wouldn't do this?
Put me through it
Cause it's dramatic
And pathetic
My god I can taste it
I can taste it
If you liked me enough
Why'd you lose me?
If the damage is done
Why am I bruising?
There's a hole in my heart
From you leaving
I'm alive
But I'm barely breathing
Can we imagine
That this love was built to last
I gave you everything
And you left it in the past
So now I crawl into my mind to run away
Can we pretend
What it be like
If you had stayed
You're infectious
And addictive
Went straight to my bloodstream
Now I can't quit it
And I'm still falling
Like winter snow
You were the drug I needed
So where did you go?
If you wanted to stay
I would've picked you
Now you've painted my world
And it's all blue
There's a hole in my heart
From you leaving
I'm alive
But I'm barely breath...
So can we imagine
That this love was built to last
I gave you everything
And you left it in the past
So now I crawl into my mind to run away
Can we pretend
What it be like
If you had stayed
If you had stayed
Oh my god I see it now
You built me up to push me down
Oh my god I see it now
I see it now
Oh my god I see it now
You built me up to push me down
Oh my god I see it now
I see it now
So can we imagine
That this love was built to last
Cause I gave you everything
And you left it in the past
So now I crawl into my mind to run away
Can we pretend
What it be like
If you had stayed
(oh my god I see it now
You built me up to push me down)
If you had stayed
(oh my god I see it now
I see it now)
If you had