Sarah Norcross - Horseshoe Crab Lyrics

It's not that I don't want to see you
It's just that I can't be left alone too long
And it's hard to find action in Jersey
This time of year
Good girls boardwalk strolling past
With their church-girl sunkissed blondes
It's hard to feel pretty in Jersey
This time of year
I don't deserve to be loved as much
As someone like you loves me
And there are people waiting for me to be different
There are people waiting for me
You say that you don't recognize me anymore
I don't know who I was before
It's hard to admit I've become
Everything you hated
I should try writing a song
You might want to hear
It's hard to find melodies and lyrics
We can agree on
I don't deserve to be loved as much
As someone like you loves me
And there are people waiting for me to be different
There are people waiting for me
I'm sorry for snapping at the kitchen table
It's not what I wanted you to see
I just get so tired that I can't sleep
And I wish you'd stop waiting for me
It's not that I don't want to see you
It's just that I can't be left alone too long
I'm guts overturned on a beach
Here in Jersey