Woke up with a raincloud over my bed, I've still got these thoughts spinning round in my head
But I can't find the words to explain the worst of it
I'm punishing myself with restless thoughts and responsibilities
Like I've got a thing for a misery
Drowning in these feelings
Don't want you to think that I can't get this off my chest, the devil on my shoulder can't comprehend
Troubled thoughts I'm still stuck
Am I an anchor or a deadweight?
No respite from this raincloud in my head
Living in a pathetic fallacy
Miserable even in my fantasy
Can't find the words to explain the worst of it
I'm punishing myself with restless thought and responsibilities
Like I've got a thing for misery
Quieting the restless thoughts, why do I punish myself
Too many responsibilities like I've got a thing for misery
And my mind is moving too fast to turn these moments into memories