In the depths where shadows linger
Past the graveyard down the street
There's a bus stop by the entrance
Of the cemetery
Past this bus stop, down an ally
We got drunk and out of hand
I sometimes say I don't remember
Just to keep it pure again
Well kept secret, I surrendered
Take my conscious, take my will
Take away all of my power
Just provide a little thrill
Ooh
Its always second nature to go back to that day
I try and fight it but I go back anyway
And it burns and stings and pains me to this day
That I hold on to you
I prayed to gods I don't believe in
Any little thing to get you off my mind
And I'd sell my soul, if I'd be forgiven
Wrapped inside these memories too tight
Waiting up for dawns cus I hate the night
I've survived off rainbows and sunsets
Anything to see a sign
If Desperate calls and no one answered
Would they call another time
Spent my youth ignoring red flags
Broken compass, internal will
Suppress it or surrender
Just don't drag it past this year
Extra special thanks to trauma
I'm not broken I'm not bruised
Take back power, take back pain
Take back all the anger used
Ooh
Its always second nature to go back to those ways
I try and calm it but it always wants to stay
And it burns and stings and pains me to this day
That I hold on to you
I prayed to gods I don't believe in
Any little thing to get you off my mind
And I'd sell my soul, if I'd be forgiven
Wrapped inside these memories too tight
Waiting up for dawns cus I hate the night
I prayed to gods I don't believe in
Any little thing to get you off my mind
And I'd sell my soul, if I'd be forgiven
Wrapped inside these memories too tight
Waiting up for dawns cus I hate the night