Saturn - Took It Persønal Lyrics

All these complications, it's feeling quite adjacent to my mental installation of what I want to take in
Got my head spinning
It's like I got separated from my premeditated, state of relaxation
But I got to face it, it's like if I don't get it, I won't ever stay committed to the life I'm chasing
My mind is always thinking, it's racing with Imagination hence that's why I can make this Instrumentation, and lyrics all combined into greatness
But it's always filled with narrative, so sometimes I get hesitant, and I start to fall into a deep state of Resentment with my consciousness
And that's when all the bad thoughts start flowing through my head
How can I prevent them from making me feel dead, like I'm not even there
Cause no matter what
It always feels like they never hear a word that I said
And they just walk all over like I'm on a bed of death
It feels like they never flow with it, how I flow with it, but I just go with it
Because I don't know what the deal is, but I always feel it, I always feel it
It always feels like they're talking over when I'm talking
It always feels when I add something, they're not responsive
It always feels like I gotta to be the one who's watching, when I want to be talking, when I want to be bonding
Sometimes it feels like I'm bothering when I have not been
I just feel like no one acknowledges what I said, and I don't want to repeat myself again
I hope I lost it
But something feels often off since I was in 5th Grade while, they were playing soccer
They would ignore me, when all I wanted to do was have friends
It's like they collectively said that we don't got to pay attention to him
Like a little kid
Looking back, it's probably still happening all around me, even with someone alone it's like they don't want me
It's like I only exist to be the one they want can put trust within but not have fun with, when I 100% can be that Person
I always feel like it just don't feel right, I always feel like it's not going right
I always feel like it just don't feel right, I always feel like it's not going right
It's not going right
I always feel like it just don't feel right, I always feel like it's not going right
I always feel like it just don't feel right, I always feel like it's not going right
It's not going right
I always feel like it just don't feel right
Feel right
It's like, I don't truly know how I feel