Saul David Clavano - Incel. Lyrics

I f*ckin hate the way you stare at me
The way you judge me on the things I f*cking USED to be
I don't see why you hate the way I was, to ME it seems
There's no use getting any peace from either you or me
There's no point getting it mixed up, I think I'd rather be-
RATHER BE?
There's plenty other places that I'D rather be,
Left out here witnessing all your bouts of f*cking AGONY,
You know yourself, that you're the cause of other peoples AGONIES,
I can't look past all of the ways I know the way you USED TO BE-
USED TO BE
See that's my point, I USED to be all OF THESE THINGS
Detached, emotional, obessed, but now, to you, I swear you'll see,
That I'm so far removed from how I used to be,
I'm none of all the things you think I used to be, to you, you'll see!
-But I see all the f*ckin ways you used to hurt me, all the lying, all the BULLSHIT all the
False sympathizing, I recognize its not reflective of the way you are now,
But I'll be DAMNED if I forget, all of your wrongdoings, how - you used to
Womanize (non sexually) these girls like they're dumb,
Like they got no one else to turn to, nowhere else left to run,
Except into your arms cuz that's the only place that they got
You get no sex cuz all your minds is filled with nothing but rot,
I know you see them as a subject, something that you control
Like an accessory, cuz that's the only thing that you know
You'd see it on the screen of every TV that you would view,
"That guy gets BITCHES" how big that left an impression on you,
So damn misleading, everywhere you go its like its a task
"I need to get myself a bitch" and then you straight up just ask
Straight out the window goes your sense of treating them with respect
Cuz you don't see them as a person, just a prize to collect
If-you-would RECognize for ONE second, the damage you do,
Take a few PACES back and realize all the shit that you do
Sad and PATHETIC is the frame you fit, the type that you seem,
If I were you, I'd hate myself too, is that hard to believe?-
You f*cking Incel!
You're a big f*cking Incel.
You got no f*cking brain cells.
Put your games down you Incel.
Incel.
Get yourself into a cell
Go to jail cuz you're unwell
'magine being an incel.
I f*cking hate the way you STARE ME DOWN like I'M the biggest problem you got, like you the
Cleanest motherf*cker strollin' round, up the block,
Like mr "perfect moral compass" sit your broken ass down,
Don't preach to ME as if you got everything all figured out
You got the weight of all the guilt of all your shitty wrong doings
You think the way to go is walk around all big and affluent
But what your actions tell me is that you still walk around tall
Not learning lessons that I hoped you'd try to sit and recall
I hope you listen to my words and think "god what am I doin?
I f*cked around too much and now I'm left with nothing to do and
I'm sittin round wasting my time on shit I know that I hate
Is this all my life will amount to, am I tied to this fate?"
Am I left here to live my life to never know what love is??
Will I never experience a touch a hug or a kiss
I got no friends or family outside this desk that live
I've lost all sense of urgency to grow my ass up"-
I kid (in a jokey way)
HAHAHAHAHA
I'm so sorry!!!
I didn't mean to be that f*cky!-
I promise!
I was just meaning well intentions all around.
I'm a bright guy, I'm a nice guy.
I swear.
(yuh)