I feel this calling of yours
All this time I felt down and torn
Searching around, could not get an ounce
I feel like a dog that was locked in a pound
All depressed I can't even rest
Congested with threats as bad as incest
Lord almighty, where are you now?
Please save me, Satan's on the prowl
I need a rescue Some days I sense you
This may be extra, but I wish I could text you
I can't even tell if you are here
Oh dear, I just can't control this fear
My peers tell me that it's all in my head
That I wish i was dead, but that ain't the truth
That's just some BS that's on the loose
If you want the truth, lemme give you some proof,
The Lord has got me on a path, I know it
It's an epic coaster track, let's do it
I do not see it but I walk by faith,
I already know this is gonna be great
But most of the time, I just want to quit
Try a whole another fit cause this path ain't it
It feels like it's hidden, can you just show it to me?
I wanna see your will, I'm asking you please?
Cause I cannot see where I'm goin
Wherever you are leading me
Is this place just a fantasy?
How do I know that it's gonna be ok?
Cause in this war I'm battling
I might as well be a casualty
Where are you?
Where are you?
Literally on the verge
Discouraged and urged to do what comes first
Staying in school will bring you success
Oh yeah, but how will that show people I'm the best?
Unless, you want me to put this to rest
I invest so much time in what I do best
But you are constantly shaming me for
My lack of memories of common core
My hearts beating faster Can't find the master
I wanna lie down in green pastures
Go alone and talk with the master
To tackle tasks and break from the shackles
See I wanna hear your voice, though hard to hear over this noise.
Confused and bruised in the process, and I'm over here counting my losses
Trying not to see women as objects
And I'm missing the one I ain't met yet
I guess I'll stay back and be single
Be a lone wolf til I get wrinkles
Get back up and step up to the plate
Getting ready to fight through the duel of the fates
Through the storm of all thunder and lightning will you be there with me?
I cannot see where I'm goin
Wherever you are leading me
Is this place just a fantasy?
How do I know that it's gonna be ok?
Cause in this war I'm battling
I might as well be a casualty
I cannot see where I'm goin
Wherever you are leading me
Is this place just a fantasy?
How do I know that it's gonna be ok?
Cause in this war I'm battling
I might as well be a casualty
Are you just a friend of mine?
Are you just a friend of mine?