I keep having all these toxic thoughts Can't sleep at night
Whatever wrong I ever did I wanna make it right
F*ck the money and the fame ion really want a title
Right now I'm goin through it most my thoughts are suicidal
It matters if u black or white don't you dare listen to micheal
Most these niggaz really hoes an they usually on they cycle
Right now I'm havin toxic thots
So much pain why have a heart
I need a compass I'm alone in the dark
Can't see the light sometimes the drugs make me go hard
Been through so much pain that I can't feel a thing
They took my heart injected morphine
Took sum beans I still ain't sleep
Talked to god so much I bruised my knees
He look out fa me I thank the man
Contemplating suicide I back to pour in drank again
They try to make me fold I had a better hand
Then the dealer dealt again I got a better hand
They wanna see me down but look I'm up again
I'mma stay solid stand on all ten
Did this all by my lonely now it's time to win
I hope the lord forgive me know imma sin again
I mighty morph into a power ranger
I pop another addy
Gotta keep my pole on me niggas fishy I'm not lackin
F*ck the money and the fame ion really want a title
Right now I'm goin through it most my thoughts are suicidal
It matters if u black or white don't you dare listen to micheal
Most these niggaz really hoes an they usually on they cycle
Right now I'm havin toxic thots
So much pain why have a heart
I need a compass I'm alone in the dark
Can't see the light sometimes the drugs make me go hard
Mom and dad they bread a star
Dav got a new rifle dat bitch look like a scar
Might go hop in the dark web cop a hot exotic car
Take a half a script a bars
And end it all right here
But I got kids and sum ppl that look up to me
I got sum pain but I can't cry can't shed a tear
Does anybody love me
I might go drop sum heat
I pour sum drank n pop a oxy
Last bitch must been poison ivy
Every thot since then had been toxic
Rn I'm on 4 different drugs I'm out my f*cking body
How I'm on all this shit n I still think about it
Depression drawin down
And the pain keep tryna cuff me
Got a bitch that say she love me i don't really think she love
Dog these bitches be for anybody
You get the drugs they want I bet they f*ck for anybody
I'mma wrap me wit da glove for I catch anybody
I'm wit sum niggas that ain't cappin
Boy dey been about it
We pull up let off a thousand rounds
They'll throw away da key
Bet you'll forget about me
Yeah