Savannah Collier - Letter to My Loved Ones Lyrics

Family don't wanna deal with me
Say in Houston you den caught some spirits
Say right now I can't deal with them
On a mission man just f*ck my issues
Just leave me in my zone
Why you all alone
Man are you serious
I promise it's me
Bae it's not you
I've been delirious
Just cause I can't answer calls
Don't think that you not in my heart
Reminisce way more than I talk
I also hate feeling apart
I tell you this change is a bitch
People just really ain't shit
Handouts don't equal greatness
Singling our my emotions
Full fledge baby I'm open
Found a new sense of devotion
Looking back is just so pointless
Reminiscing is my only avenue
To the past is which all I ever knew
All I need is one chance to prove to you
That I live for you
That I die for you
That I live for you
Hard to think when your in the moment
Mommy dearest I hold you closest
Don't loose faith just cause it ain't showing
I know you lacking your confidence
That's why you only see the positives
Negatives is how we started
Really hard for me to forget
Use the sink as the f*cking toilet
Hiding shit in the f*cking storage
Always lying about my residents
That's the shit I never forget
Grateful it never broke me
I feel like I'm f*cking chosen
Understand that I can't loose focus
Heart hurt but it ain't broken
Fighting for my f*cking moment
Anger is what I'm holding
Fighting for my f*cking moment
I live for you
I die for you
I live for you