SAVF - A Wide Array Of Shades Lyrics

I was as high as the sun
Screaming yellow at the top of my lungs
Green lines, pulling me front
They may thin out but they would never fall
No, those merciful times
Rainbows pretend they would forever last
Black wings have darkened the sky
Tearing the rain with one slash of a scythe
Please come back to me
Joyful days of bliss
Everything looks blurred through the prism of grief
I don't know where my feelings lay
Should I be sad for the one who left
Or happy for the one who stays
Life is a wide array of shades
Today the light has dawned in vain
Mourning the colors gone away
In the deepest blue of grey
Life is a wide array of shades
Fear came out of the blue
Suddenly scared for the ones left to lose
Cold feel searing my soul
Clear as the ice filling the void of you
Blood red, pure form of rage
Beneath the heart, shattered piece of its shape
Crippled muscles are tensed
Screams of relief getting stuck in the chest
I don't know where my feelings lay
Should I be sad for the one who left
Or happy for the one who stays
Life is a wide array of shades
Today the light has dawned in vain
Mourning the colors gone away
In the deepest blue of grey
Life is a wide array of shades
Please come back to me
Joyful days of bliss
Everything looks blurred through the prism of grief
Steril memories
Long for empathy
Violet are the bruises spreading on my knees
I don't know where my feelings lay
Should I be sad for the one who left
Farewell
Or happy for the one who stays
Life is a wide array of shades
Today the light has dawned in vain
Mourning the colors gone away
In the deepest blue of grey
Life is a wide array of shades
I was as high as the sun
Green lines pulling me front
Those old merciful times
Black wings have darkened the sky