I can still remember when you said
No matter what I'll love you till the end
Oh how the times have drastically changed
We went from the best of friends
To I never wanna see your face again
If I could just go back
Retract the nasty things I said back then
Would I still find you gone
In a cloud dust cursing that you're done
I screamed and screamed and screamed your name
But you never came
All these years we conquered fears
I never thought I'd see the day you'd disappear
But honestly it's not your fault
I kicked the cage so I'm the one to blame
If I could just go back
Retract the nasty things I said back then
Would I still find you gone
On the bathroom floor at the end of a smoking gun
I'll never forgive myself for what I've done
As I'm standing here in front of, everyone who loved us
They don't know the things I've done
The role I played in our loss today of a
Father an uncle a brother and a son
F*ck what have I done
If I could just go back
Retract the nasty things I said back then
Would I still find you gone
On the bathroom floor at the end of a smoking gun
I'll never forgive myself for what I've done