But even If I tried so hard
I'm further than far
And when it matters most
I just can't decide
Don't wanna lose you
Don't wanna miss you
Don't wanna reach you
Don't wanna feel you
Now
When I'm grasping everything
I start to break
Reading all the promises we've made
Trying way to hard to see the change
Making sure that we're never the same
Trying to apologize
I'm falling apart
I'm trying just too hard
I'm further than far
In time I'll find the issues
On my own
When I'm grasping everything
I start to break
Reading all the promises we've made
Trying way to hard to see the change
Making sure that we're never the same