New Beginnings Video (MV)

I won't call and I refuse to let my hands reach out for you
I've learned the hard way that you are not a place I can rest upon
But I am so much more than this
I wish you understood
Felt all that was within, the dread and lonely pain
Foreseeing all the grey clouds, and endless rain
You just woke up one day and decided I wasn't what you wanted
I pulled myself out of bed to live and breathe in a world where I don't end up with you
I choose to look past the dirt and decay
In the gutters and on the streets
The heart of the world that longs for us
Shows us through skies of melding colours
I didn't realize that your memory was buried inside my head
The silhouette of you is still hunting me every now and then
I am tired of fighting for what's supposed to be easy
I am tired of ripping myself open and giving pieces of my heart
I sold myself to the idea that I am better off without you
You were never a safe place for me to reside in
After all these years I still miss you
But it's not the same anymore
The empty side of my bed
Always reminds me that
You're not worth the love I gave
I'm finally brave enough
To open my arms for new beginnings