Scarred-up - Pain (feat. Hassan Campbell) Lyrics

Oh no, not again not again
My emotions pushing me around Like heavy winds
Got my head up in the sky but it's Cloudy
People turned their back, ain't Nobody here around me
As I'm doing this, I'm breaking down
All this luggage full of pain, it's time To put it down
Let it go it's time to let it go
Let it go it's time to let it go

I'm back up on the mic, in this song, This is therapy
Luggage full of pain, put it down, Time to open it
My mind and my body aching pain Because I'm holding it
I used to give a Fk, not no more like I'm Celibate
I used to be that kid who got bullied
Lost a couple fights they was Laughing at me silly
Looking for validation but the People gave me scars
Causing me to become numb, I put Feelings in a jar
I know how it feels to feel unworthy
In the seventh grade, I got jumped For my jersey
Looking at my friends for some help They deserted me
Left me feeling dead, all they had to Do is bury me
That's how I felt, but I dust my Shoulders off kept it moving, I knew This was a long path
I'm a lone wolf, independent as a Warrior strong enough to leave the Past behind me..
Oh no not again not again, my Emotions pushing me around like Heavy winds
Got my head up in the sky but it's Cloudy, people turned their back, Ain't nobody here around me
As I'm doing this, I'm breaking down All this luggage full of pain, it's time To put it down
Let it go it's time to let it go
Let it go it's time to let it go...

It's time to let it go but the feeling Very hard
The reflection in the mirror dealing With many scars
All the pain that's built inside, Demons is trying to take me they Wanna control my mind, feeling like God forsake me...I know that's not The truth but it's the feel
In order for me to be free, I just Gotta keep it real
All these dreads of emotions, Hanging from off my back, got this Fire in my eyes, ready for the Attack...once upon a time, there's a Person who was loyal
The mother was the queen of my Life, I would spoil her
The relationship was great, I Enjoyed her every breath
My father was a demon, seen him Stabbed her to death
Damn!!!
Blood dripping on the floor, soul Reach up to the sky now she made it Through the doors
Pain!!
But I'm here all alone, I wish that up In heaven, she can call me on the Phone...
Oh no not again not again, my Emotions pushing me around like Heavy winds
Got my head up in the sky but it's Cloudy
People turned their back ain't nobody here around me
As I'm doing this I'm breaking down All this luggage full of pain, it's time To put it down
Let it go it's time to let it go
Let it go it's time to let it go