Scendo - Meant to Be Lyrics

Ya know, sometimes I be wondering like, is this music really gon pay off
Shit if only they knew, how much this shit meant to be yeah
Ima keep going hard, regardless

If only you knew how much this shit meant to me
Sometimes I sit up and think is it meant to be
Am I wasting my time putting in this energy
Or am I gon make it, it's killing me mentally
Yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah
It's killing me mentally
Oh yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah
It's killing me mentally, yeah

Fame and money that don't mean shit to me
Cuz I'm in it to win it I just want some victory
And I be droppin these bars harder than some hickory
And when my house burned down momma worked six to three
And that's pm to the am so you know what I'm sayin
My daddy put up money for me now I'm gon repay him
I was a jit ran the village every summer with lil zay nem
And if you try my blood, swear to God that Ima slay him
Remember jays stood in line for them
And free my nigga Skeet used to drop dimes to him
No matter what I'm doing I got time for him
And if they give my bro a bond, pay that fine for him
Moved out my momma house, I'm my own man now
By myself I'm eighteen, Ima grown man now
Every night I talk to God matter fact I'm praying now
He say don't worry keep it up and it's gon all plan out

If only you knew how much this shit meant to me
Sometimes I sit up and think is it meant to be
Am I wasting my time putting in this energy
Or am I gon make it, it's killing me mentally
Yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah
It's killing me mentally
Oh yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah
It's killing me mentally, yeah

No matter what I know I'm still God's son
I'll kill for all my family and that's on my Godson
No matter just be yourself even if you the odd one
And if my brothers want a verse I swear that I won't charge one
Life ain't always sweet it can get dark and it's deep
I don't know if you can tell I put my heart on these beats
And if I can't eat I hope I'm starving in peace
And if they f*cking with me now I hope I'm far from my peak yeah

If only you knew how much this shit meant to me
Sometimes I sit up and think is it meant to be
Am I wasting my time putting in this energy
Or am I gon make it, it's killing me mentally
Yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah
It's killing me mentally
Oh yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah
It's killing me mentally, yeah