Darkness my past, destroying my present, future unseen
Envelops my dreams, eating away, at the good man I've been
Consumes the mind, engaged for animosity
I sense revulsion, aversion, an odd antipathy...loathing
Awakens an oddity to walk the world of the dead
Revealing a message of secrecy for all that's still unsaid
Trigger the apathy, disconcert remnants of pain
Darkness that swallows reverence for those I'd like to claim
No bloody communication, next to a silent enemy
Agent of evil and betrayal and irreverent blasphemy
Skin turned tough to conceal the commotion within
Sloth, inactive and hit by dejection desires to sin
As far as I can see, the past is not done with me
Truth shows its ugly face to end all uncertainty
Skin turned tough to conceal the commotion within
Sloth, inactive and hit by dejection desires to sin
The dark seduces the will of man, like a black widows' kiss
Enshrouds the day and encircles the sun, in a total eclipse
Lowers my head, blackens my eyes, undoubtedly controlling my fate
Within my asylum, mind control that refuses to dissipate
Buried cemetery lying still, Godless vulnerability
The sloth swallowing my mind and soul lethargically
Turning and twisting to besiege grasp of the bitch
Loosen its grip, surrounding my neck, stone cold witch
Passive aggressor, your time has come to pass
Out to find deliverance leaving nothing up to chance
Throughout my life been criticized, I've been held in contempt
By those who wouldn't even make the slightest of an attempt
A future in shambles, my world would seem to fade
Not until all who have wrongfully scorned their equally repaid
Consumes the mind, engaged for animosity
All I sense is revulsion, aversion, an odd antipathy
No bloody communication, next to a silent enemy
Agent of evil and betrayal and irreverent blasphemy
Skin turned tough to conceal the commotion within
Sloth, inactive and hit by dejection desires to sin
As far as I can see, the past is not done with me
Truth shows its ugly face to end all uncertainty
In love and hate there is no absolution
Agony, triggers the pain of my evolution
Consumes the mind, engaged for animosity
Trigger the apathy, remnants of pain
Consumes the mind, engaged for animosity
All I sense is revulsion, aversion, odd antipathy...loathing