I been laying low, I've been cooling
And still everybody wanna know who I'm screwing
Get the f*ck up out my face
Turn your ass the other way
Struggled with myself as of lately
Will I love me for myself, hmm
Maybe
Think I'm just afraid
It be like that some days
Some days I'm selfish, some days I'm not
Sometimes I let myself get high as astronauts just to get away
Let's me think about them better days
Never knew I never knew myself till I did
Feel like I've been chasing personalities amid
All the people I hang out with and music that listen to
When I'm seeking help they always say "Don't let it get to you, darling"
"One day you're gonna find your calling"
Should never be scared to go all in
I'll catch myself if I'm falling
It's just one of them days
I'm needing space
But it's gone be okay
I said it's gone be okay, cause
I been laying low, I've been cooling
And still everybody wanna know who I'm screwing
Get the f*ck up out my face
Turn your ass the other way
Struggled with myself as of lately
Will I love me for myself, hmm
Maybe
Think I'm just afraid
It be like that some days
It just seems that time runs out when I need it the most
I keep saying that I'll change but I know that I won't
But that's just what I deal with on a day to day
Only time will tell if I will change my ways
Sooner or later I'll have to face it
Cause I know that this life is what I make it
I can't get enough and I be working all day
Look out for myself and keep my head up always
Couldn't ever go back to the bottom, no way
When they ask me where I've been and what I'm doing, I say
I been laying low, I've been cooling
And still everybody wanna know who I'm screwing
Get the f*ck up out my face
Turn your ass the other way
Struggled with myself as of lately
Will I love me for myself, hmm
Maybe
Think I'm just afraid
It be like that some days