the scissorfish. - the great pileup. Lyrics

It's been a while
You're looking well
Though you've been through hell
Are we still friends
Or enemies?
I still can't tell
Freezing cold's
Getting old
Talking to yourself
Do you respond
Does it take long
For panic to set in?
3 2 1 lift up on my heart
It's so heavy and cold
Might just slip through your grip
Can I get one sip of?
Did you break it?
Did it collapse?
Did you forget it?
Will it come back?
I've lost October
Darling, all to fast
I lift alone, now
No they don't come back
Does it all pile up on you?
The poets sleep
Phone booth freak and
Sunlight poking through
With the lights off
And the device on
Oh, all night long
With the reruns
And the earbud buzz
Fuzz cutting through
I lost this time
Because I wanted to
She lost grip
Senses stripped
Not too much left
Here she goes
And here I sit
Insignificant
3 2 1 lift up on my heart
It's so heavy and cold
Might just slip through your grip
Can I get one sip of?
Did you break it?
Did it collapse?
Did you forget it?
Will it come back?
I've lost October
Darling, all to fast
I lift alone, now
No, they don't come back
Does it all pile up on you?