Every time you come
Around here I'm hurt
I start to panic I can't
Get through the door
But you're not welcome no more
Every time I see the sight
Of your face I'm hurt
Every time I try to go and have fun
A little part of me inside just
Gets cut and I just can't seem to run
Run away from what I thought
Had left long ago
But there's always a reason why
All these things are happening
Though I don't know how
But it's hard to pretend like
There's never an end
An end to what we thought
Had started not long ago
Every day it seems
A life gets cut short
And every single day
You swallow remorse
You just don't know worth
Even when you're staring
At it straight in the eye
We can never give up our dreams
Put your loving hand in
And you'll see it become
Something more than just some
Aching desperation making
You feel so numb